lol tumblr won’t make this easy.

Going celibate and to make matters worse, no soda either. I think I’m going to keep it going until May [dependent on the date of a certain event], so it won’t be for that long, but I know it’ll be hard difficult.

I just had a dream where I met up with people from university, and they all asked why I haven’t done/accomplished anything yet. Then I realized this is what everyone is really asking in their own minds in real life,they’re just kind enough to not ask.

Anyway, I think it’s important not to cling to past-time activities/people to make you feel better about your situation as that can lead to not doing anything about your situation to actually make it better. [No soda because that shit kills..errr..is not healthy.]

Andddd, onward.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jze7b5cG8dw

When I first moved to where I am now, I had about 3 friends left. I think I’m at 0. The idea of a friend as someone who genuinely wants to hang out with you, and will ‘hit you up’ or seek you out is somewhat foreign to me nowadays. This, however, is good. I really don’t feel like I have anything left to occupy or distract myself with outside of things that I must do. Onward.