I got hired today and have spent all day listening to Spencer Krug’s new masterpiece of an album from his new band “Moonface”. While many other not so great things have taken place today, the foot on my neck has slightly let up, so I can breath just that much easier. It’s only the first couple miles of a marathon I’m on, but it’s such a great relief to know I’m getting somewhere.
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I’d rather say things on here where I don’t know anyone as opposed to bother anyone I do know with this. The quicker I do this, the quicker I can get up and over. This summer has been unbearable. I want my family to be healed. I want a job. I want financial stability. I want to surround myself with caring hearts. I want progress. Sadly, I’ve yet to come across any of those things, and it’s almost too much to handle. I wake up in the morning, and immediately long for the hour of when I return to bed. I don’t really talk to my “friends” anymore, as I have nothing new to say. I’ve never felt more alone or desperate. I just don’t know what to do anymore, but I must persist.